Friday, August 19, 2011

Kenapa Susah sgt?




Kurniaan tuhan paling terbaik untuk manusia adalah,
AKAL.

Tetapi kurniaan tuhan untuk fitrah manusia adalah,
PERASAAN.

Kenapa kita sering membelakangkan akal?
Kenapa biarkan emosi menguasai diri?

Kita tak mampu melawan perasaan,
kita hanya mampu MENGHADAPI perasaan.

Akal Berkata :
"Tiada guna melarikan diri daripada perasaan"

Perasaan Berkata :
"Tanpa aku kau hanya boneka"

Perasaan oh perasaan.
jadilah hamba akalku.

Akal oh akal.
kawal lah perasaanku.

Penatlah.




Sunday, August 14, 2011

Tired Already






Asalam

so a fren of mine "My si Comel" posted this on her wall,
it was true lol.
trying so hard to forget and move on,
but then just a single text msg or missed call from that certain people,
and your already back to where u've started.

I wished to move on.But then my heart wont let me.

Weird.

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

Ramadhan



AsSalam,
Apa pengertian ramadhan?
kenapa perlu berpuasa pada ramadhan?
kenapa berubah ketika ramadhan?

Dapatkah korg jawab soklan2 ini?

Aku ngakui aku sblum nie jahil.
lebih utamakan dunia,
aku kadang2 kagum bagaimana kawan2 aku boleh je menunaikan solat 5 waktu xtggl,
tapi aku ini??
bukankah aku dgn diorg same je?
otak satu,mate sepasang,tinge sepasang,mulut sebuah,
tapi nape aku ketegaq sgt nie,
dalam hati ini teringin nak berubah,
tapi bila?
xkan nak tggu nyawa di hujung halkum?
Alhamdullilah,aku masih belajar dan mulai menunaikan pe yg wajib.
terima kasih housemate2 ku sekalian,
kegigihan korg menunaikan pe yg wajib(walaupun x on time)
sedikit sebyk membantu menyedarkan kawan korg nie.
Aku akan mendoakan korg.

Kelas.
kenapa xnak pergi?
kenapa lebih pentingkan tidur?
kenapa skrg baru terhegeh2 nak pk alasan.
lecturer sem nie sume strict2.
buat perangai lagi aku nie.

teruk2.

Friday, August 5, 2011

Motivation


What motivate u guys?
mind sharing?

to be honest i doesnt know what happened to me this few weeks
i'm seemed so lost.
one thing led to another
is not about the ended relationship,
its sumthg else..
sumthg empty..
sumthg infinity..
i'm guessing this is the period of your life where u got to choose what's next,
its like in the book " the road not taken "
its choosing time right now.
hence which road shall i take?
i think i'm longing for something,
something extraterrestrial
i think i miss HIM
HIM the Almight.
Him who created you and me.
Him who are merciful
Him who love me.
i knew it somehow deep inside i'm still rebelling.
its gotta stop.
Happy Ramadhan U all.
Remember in certain parts of the world,there are kids that are dying and suffered from lack of food.
alhamdullilah syukur

Saturday, July 16, 2011

Empty



I felt empty.

that's all.

Wednesday, July 13, 2011

Daniel "LongBottom" Hakim

Hey guys.

so past few weeks is almost hell to me.
a lot happened
today is my last obstacle
hope everything going well *Please pray for me*

watched Harry Potter last nite with dear lornetha and raf
was thinking that i am RON,while lonetha is HERMIONE and raf is HARRY >> LOL <<
The last part of this series really suck if you already did the book reading.
But as usual they are try to jam-packed a 6 hours book reading into a 3 hour movie,so well lets
not be too strict.

The end of this series also means the end of my childhood.
U see peeps,i grow up with Harry Potter,its was like almost the same period of growing.
I remember mother will always brings us kids to the Perpustakaan Negera just to borrow HP's books.

The funny things is the books are all translated in Bahasa :D
"Hermione tolonglah percaya kepada aku,berikan aku posyen jampi Polyjus itu.Lekas Hermione,Snape sudah semakin dekat"
Hahaha,i remember i shared the same interest with mum.Others just doesnt fancy HP much.
and that was like 10 years ago,oh my.and now the series already ended.
While watching last night,i do shed a few tears.And thanks to the 3D glasses,my tears are well hidden :).Lol,mainly cause how i'll miss the characters.

Watching Harry "died".
Saddening.
And make me wonder how years go by with these kids have been grown up.
Emma even have tits now.(haha believe me i watched in 3D :D)

*sigh*
I kept waking up from my sleep in the middle of the nite since the "breakup". Why should i be the one who suffered while that slut currently happy with her new boy.
Damnit.



Sunday, July 10, 2011

N**** S****** is a slut.

Xsampai sebulan pun kami break,dia dah ader kapel lain..how things changed so fast.

Don't like my post?
IGNORED IT.

U'r a Slut N**** S****** seriously,u did it last time and now u did it again and still u wondered why u can't have happiness in your life,well good luck on pursuing your "happiness".

My friends are all correct,silly me still thinking that you'll change.

Saturday, July 9, 2011

Penang

After 6 months at N9,i passed my exam with flying colours (3.65GPA bai :D) and was accepted to further my study at UiTM Pulau Pinang Kampus Permatang Pauh in Diploma of Mechanical Engineering.
So long stories short.I'm kinda a failure here..wasted alot of time doing stupid ridiculous thing rather than studying for my future..so now i'm paying the consequences..repeating till 8th semester.Not feeling proud but somehow i lost my motivation in studying.

Love?she came to my life again.And leave me yet again.Silly

I'm feeling quite empty right now..repeating subjects make u a lone ranger.Since i'm need to repeat the subjects with juniors which is NO fun.So this lone ranger do anything alone.Classes,eating..aw god if i did study hard i will be in my home feeling proud of myself.

Screw it,cant do anything to mend it.

So how was thing had been..

Wow ZOMG BBQ!Its been a foking 3 years since i last blogged! LOL
Well..its been hard this 3 years..i achieved some but i losses alot..

So since the last time i post..i was in UiTM N9..finishing my pre-dip..which is easy-peasy..i met lots of people..first time in my life i was far from home.Like a newly born white butterfly,ready to be coloured by life (LOL silly metaphor but yeahjust deal with it :P)

So..love..met one here..then she left..still..:(

N9 holds lots of memories for me...its hard to left the place..Even it is a ghost town.(everything closes at 9pm wtf!),

No pictures guys..i deleted it all.